Transition

After this period of time,I think I can adapt to this kind of life.At the time I need to make choices,it's I that made the choice thatI want to work on The University News,not others,so I don't have any eligibility to complain or mutter.The only thing I can do is try my best,after all,it's a worthful experience.

I always think I'm an optimistic person,but I cried sadly this morning,I think just because it's an extraordinary time,after this time,I'llbe fine.

For you

You must know this is writing for you.That night (or that morning) I promised you that I'll begin writing in English,and this is the first one.^^

I was really happy that night,it was really interesting,and thanks for your correct of pronounciation.However,I felt a little sorry to you.I didn't talk much because of nervousness, besides,many things I wanted to say but I didn't know how to speak in Japanese.You were right,more practice is necessary.

尋找平衡

這樣的生活
真的是我想要的嗎
我越來越不知道了

是我太貪心
想做的事太多
卻沒那麼多時間
還是自己能力不足
什麼都想做
卻什麼也做不好

我知道自己很平凡
但我還想繼續努力看看
能否在平凡中發現美麗的彩虹

自欺欺人

我討厭現在這樣的情況
明明是我們的約定
為何你不遵守

你是因太在乎我了才這樣
還是先前的一切對你都只是場遊戲
因為現在遊戲結束了
所以你已沒有出現的理由
是這樣嗎...

我討厭現在的自己
明明答應自己
卻無法做到

想藉忙碌來麻痺
才發現
不論再怎麼忙
心裡總是有你

我們本來應該在一起 卻讓愛失去

真的是這樣的嗎
我也不知道
不過我知道自己這樣子很差勁

我不願面對事實
我不想去解決問題
我只想逃

那晚我MSN的暱稱改了後
你也跟著改了一連串的暱稱
是因為我嗎
我已經好多天沒看見你上線了
是在躲我嗎

不論如何
我仍會遵守我們的約定
我們永遠是朋友