Such is life

I cannot see the rainbow in the dark

2004/11/30

Self-indulgent

Nov 29th may be the day I cannot forget forever.Last night,when I finished my work of University News,I went to drink with Katie on the riverbank of our campus.We have similar vexation,sharing and discussing a lot.I've never drunk so much before.We stayed there untill 1:00 in the midnight.Both of us got a little drunk.Though it was really late when we went back to the dorm,I was really in high spirits.After taking a bath,I had a nice sleep which I lack for a long time.

Dear Katie:
Thank you for sharing with me last night.I've never thought that there would be someone who just in the situation like me,not to mention thinking of that person would be my dear roommate,but it is really good to have someone who is in the similar situation to talk with.Though I have other friends know what I'm worried about,they cannot understand what I experience as you.It's really nice to have your accompany.In the following days,let's make great effort together.(By the way,if you really want me to go to South Africa with you,I'm willing to do it.)

2004/11/28

Happy day

Though I still have 4 reports and two news articles to work on today,I still want to go out to take a break,or those pressures would really drive me crazy. This might be the worst week I've ever had before,but after this week,I'll be really relaxed.
This evenig on my way back to the dorm,I suddenly felt helpless and powerless.Maybe because I were so tired that I couldn't think clearly.Then,I called him,just because he called me many times this afternoon ,and I really wanted to have someone to complain with at that time,but he didn't answer my phone.He told me later that he didn't have his cellphone on hand when I called him.

Dear Feaby:
Thanks for taking me to the delicious restaurant tonight.Though I were a little sad that we can only went out for 3 hours,I really had a good time.I still want to share more with you if we have more time,since we have little time to contact each other after we went to different universities.
I'm so sorry that I forgot the chocolate this year,forgive me.I'll prepare some other things to make up and give it to you next time when we go out.
Don't forget what I mentioned today,if it is practicable,maybe we can have a vacation together this winter vacation.

2004/11/19

Where's the solution?

I've been deadly tired and distracted these days...The memory of that night keeps occuring to me.That's really a terrible thing...how should I deal with it? I've been thinking for many nights,I think I always bear that day on my mind because that was an experience I've never had before,so I cherish it peculiarly. We stayed overnight in the cafe studying,chatting,and relaxing,we both didn't sleep for over 40 hours,and still worked hard on Monday.It's the event that made me distracted,not the person made me disturbed.Is it true?Yeah,it's the main reason. The solution...I don't actually know...maybe by spending more time on studying,working part time,and doing more reports.After all,keep myself busy is the only thing I can do now...

2004/11/15

The crazy night

I must be crazy last night.Today is midterm of "Introduction to Arab People",and I just read it all for only once,but I went out overnight just for fun.However,I know in my true heart, that's the life I want to live,that's the best way to let my pressures off.Though I haven't slept over 30 hours untill now,I've retained the energy to do the things I should do.I changed the nickname of MSN to "Luckily I were not Cinderella",last night was so wonderful that I'm afraid that I might have the chance in the future again.

Teacher Lee called me back yesterday afternoon,he's going to leave today.How sorrowful I am because I canoot visit him again and chat with him.Though he said when he's all set done, he'll send me email,then I can still connect with him,but when he talked to me and cheered me up as usual on the phone,I even cried in the cafe spontaneously...that was really embarrassed....

2004/11/14

Nightmare

Yesterday when I was told that you're going to leave Taiwan next Monday,I was shocked and astonished.Though you've told me that you might go to China at the end of this year or next year in the summer vacation,I didn't expect that day come so fast.In fact,I didn't believe that day will come true.I thought you were just joking.

You've helped me a lot since I was a rebellious adolescent.When I thought that I was gave up by all the world becasuse I disappointed everyone,you still cheered me up and taught me a lot.Every Friday evening was the happiest time for me during the senior high,though it should be a mathematic class.I can say that I did mathematic very well because you changed my concept and attitude toward it and lots of other things.Without you,I'm sure I cannot be who I'm now.I just plan to visit you after I finish my midterm and reports,it's sad that I cannot make it.>"<

2004/11/04

Unassisted

Because stayed up too many nights,I've been sick seriously these days.In addition to catching a cold,I lost my voice,I cut my finger accidentally,and my mouth got carbuncle .I've been thinking that nothing would be worse than now. But I thought because it's a monograph, it worthed my hard labor.When we was told that the monograph will be moved out,and just become as an usual news,not a monograph anymore,I was all blank..All of our efforts turned to be useless,I was really disappointed.