Where's the solution?

I've been deadly tired and distracted these days...The memory of that night keeps occuring to me.That's really a terrible thing...how should I deal with it? I've been thinking for many nights,I think I always bear that day on my mind because that was an experience I've never had before,so I cherish it peculiarly. We stayed overnight in the cafe studying,chatting,and relaxing,we both didn't sleep for over 40 hours,and still worked hard on Monday.It's the event that made me distracted,not the person made me disturbed.Is it true?Yeah,it's the main reason. The solution...I don't actually know...maybe by spending more time on studying,working part time,and doing more reports.After all,keep myself busy is the only thing I can do now...