Such is life

I cannot see the rainbow in the dark

2004/12/25

Merry Christmas


It was really an incredible Christmas Eve last night.I went to Maokong with Katie and Vanny.Unfortunately,we missed the last bus,but everything was well-prepard,we were reluctant to turned back to the dorm.As a result,we decided to get there by "foot".....It took us nearly two hours to get there,it was really tired.We had tea there and play cards untill the next morning,then we played some fireworks there and took the first bus of that day went back to the dorm.Though we were all exhausted,but that night was really a special memory. Posted by Hello

2004/12/20

Chocolates


Thank Feaby and Samson for sending me chocolate.I'm really happy and surprised when I know your presents,even if I haven't got it untill last night.Besides,I thought I really made a good decision that I dashed out of the bus and ran back to give Samson my present. Posted by Hello

2004/12/19

Cherish


It has been a long time since I went here last time.The streets have been changed and changed year by year,but those old memory in my mind is still unchanged. Posted by Hello

2004/12/13

重新振作

不願如此下去
我已努力過
將不再去執著有沒有我想要的結果
不用再勸我
也無需再說什麼
我自己的決定
自己負責
我並非想要逃避
也不打算逃避
只是想以另一種角度去看事情
不再藉酒精來麻痺
我永遠記得酒醒後心中說不出的苦澀
找回自己的理智
找回生活中的美好
像我和Samson說過的話
不因愛而失去了自己
但愛仍一直在我心底收藏
既然有了目標
更應好好努力
一切順其自然
不強求
不勉強
但永遠記得那些過去的美好
保留點小希望願它某天能成真
任性又何妨
為所欲為又如何
記得自己一直說的
快樂就好

2004/12/07

Escaper

I know dodge cannot solve anything,not confronting it doestn't mean it's not exist.Nonetheless,I'm capable now,all I want to do is flee away.

Last night,I went to drink with Katie on the riverbank again.If we just get together and drink for fun,I think it is okay.Unfortunately,we went to drink out of worry and vexation.The toal amount we drank was less than last Monday,but I threw up terribly many times after we went back to the dorm.Today,I still felt uncomfortable and didn't go to work part time job.I really feel terrible and sad,because my low spirits effect my daily life.I don't like this situation.Actually, I hate it.I want to go back to the time when I was carefree from these things.....

2004/12/05

A decision

I've made a decision.The next semester,I won't take the class of editor,as a result,I won't be an editor.The work of University News will be end as this semester ends.

Many people suggested me that being an editor is more eaier and less time-consuming than being a reporter,so it would be better that I learn it all,instead of half of it.

However,because of this semester,I know I'm not interesting in doing those works.Instead of wasting time on doing things I don't want to do,I would rather spend time doing more things I want to do.I was worried that making this decision might made other classmates or seniors think I'm willfully or casually before.But after this two weeks recently,I know that happiness is one of the most things in life.If what I want to do is distinguished from others' but can make me happy,I'll still do it.