Such is life

I cannot see the rainbow in the dark

2004/12/07

Escaper

I know dodge cannot solve anything,not confronting it doestn't mean it's not exist.Nonetheless,I'm capable now,all I want to do is flee away.

Last night,I went to drink with Katie on the riverbank again.If we just get together and drink for fun,I think it is okay.Unfortunately,we went to drink out of worry and vexation.The toal amount we drank was less than last Monday,but I threw up terribly many times after we went back to the dorm.Today,I still felt uncomfortable and didn't go to work part time job.I really feel terrible and sad,because my low spirits effect my daily life.I don't like this situation.Actually, I hate it.I want to go back to the time when I was carefree from these things.....

1 Comments:

  • At 12:50 上午, Anonymous 匿名 said…

    Dear roommie...
    After this "diasater", I cannot let you hurt your health like this,thus, from now on I'll have to control the amount and the speed of your drink(well...and so should I). did you see the efforts that I'm making these days? I tried to be positive and look on the bright side, I tried to wait patiently and just then, I even took the first step out....that is...I wrote! though I still complains to you, but really, I wish things to go better and I kind of realized that things wont go better if I just leave it alone or stay in the blues. I'll have to try my best to let him know what i feel and let him see my effort. however, If one day I found that I really can not stand it or whatever the reason is that shows i should give up, I will! but not until then,I will keep on trying!!^^ Ganbatte ne!

     

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