A notebook
Not being apprised,I got a notebook when I went home this weekend,a brand-new notebook.Compared with the computer which I have uesd untill now since I entered the university,its equipements are even better than the old one.I'm really excited to have a notebook,but at the same time,I'm really surpriesed that he bought a notebook for me.I always think that he wouldn't take my words seriously any more since nearly two years ago,the time when I did lots of things opposited his thoughts and opinions.
I know I'm the one who is much more favored by him,but...not knowing how to say... Maybe because of my weird family,I have tried to escape since junior high.
I assume those are just old memories,they were all past,however,a few weeks ago,I found out that I've been cheating myself.
I know I cannot do nothing to the past,and I don't have the ability to approve the life we live now.
Nevertheless,I know there is still something must be changed.
I don't want belief and trust turn out to be disappointment and heartbreak,this is the only thing I can do now.
Who said well-being will make a person lose his stamina.
I want to seize what I have,I don't want to feel regret after I lose.
I know I'm the one who is much more favored by him,but...not knowing how to say... Maybe because of my weird family,I have tried to escape since junior high.
I assume those are just old memories,they were all past,however,a few weeks ago,I found out that I've been cheating myself.
I know I cannot do nothing to the past,and I don't have the ability to approve the life we live now.
Nevertheless,I know there is still something must be changed.
I don't want belief and trust turn out to be disappointment and heartbreak,this is the only thing I can do now.
Who said well-being will make a person lose his stamina.
I want to seize what I have,I don't want to feel regret after I lose.
posted by Yuwen @ 03:26
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